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Goodafternoons myy dailyy readers ..
hmmft , whyy people didn't noee how to appreciate us sometimes ?
we love them heartedlyy but they just don't treasure it until it gone .
world is just so weird sometimes , different attitudes . thoughts and many more ..
afterall my tchr told us once tht make me remember till now ..
Love is not a feeling .
wondering the meaning ritee ?
its just so hard to xplain though .
im just wishing tht he realise tht im always here and alr willing to sacrifice anything eventhough it includes my happiness . if it makes my heart shattered into pieces i will sacrifice it .

to my mr [ A ]
maybe its been a long time youh have the feelings for me or what ever it is ?
one thing for sure my boy , im pretty sure we can't be together
we are just meant to be friends and not more than tht .
im sorie my dear boyy , i admit i admire youh once but not now
as youh noe im taken by the boyy whom i can't bare to lose it .
youh , i still love but as a brother not more .
im soriee .
i hope youh understand ]:

to my mr [ F ]
it seems sometimes we are working out and sometimes we don't
i admit i was living in heaven in the first place but it changed after tht .
i was miserable . living with the words or cruelty and rumours .
my feeling towards you didn;t changed at all eventhough it is breaking my heart slowly and im dying silently .
it seems youh didn;t noe how to appreciate me and the love i gave to you .
what happen ??
thinking of us make me drop dead and sick .
if you wanna work it .
damn god ! i willing to give chances to work it out kayy ?

i love , miss , want , need , adore youh
all i wanted is you .

to someone im close
it seems youh changed after getting close with [?]
youh are totally influence by [?]
youh forget bout me .
youh don't even care seyh ??
omg ! what is happening ?
damn i hate it mannx !
each and every sgl days .
all youh hot topic is [?]
my ears is getting hot , but i kept quiet cos i noe im always ready to open and listen to people story and difficulties .
im felling valy lonely thys days cos youh don't even seems to care about my life and my r/s . right ?
youh are going happily with [?]
then me ? whr do youh throw ? in the rubbish bin or make me as youhr doll ?
not being harsh but think ok ?
i noe [?] good but don't look down on mine onee too ok ?
im hurt enough alr with the negative remarks people talk bout my onee .
its ok my love i will work it out on my own .
atleast show some concern , be an opening listener and hear to my sympathy story
i won't say straight to youhr face .
let the god let youh noe tht youh've changed .
i love you
i miss the old youh .

its been a difficult and struggling life for me .
each and everyday i face a new herdal to overcome .
i believe everything happen for a reason right ?
tht post for todayy ..

meldaa smally gurl ^^
rinduuh
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♥ 12:36 AM